Hmm

I had nightmares last night, lots and lots of nightmares.  It's so easy to forget just how much of a unique feeling that is, to have a nightmare.  Such a strange type of terror that doesn't make sense but at the same time seems perfectly real.  Even after waking up, that feeling persists...

I suppose work was okay today... I worked for nine hours, it was a bit stressful, and weird.

I've just felt really weird lately, especially after last night, very much because of last night.

My mouth is sore... very bruised or whatever, and I'm contemplating having a bath to relax and then eating popcorn in bed while watching TV, and then sleeping all stretched out.

I work at 9am tomorrow, so I'll need to get up at 7:45am.

Dentist Day

Today was a horrible, brutal day.

I had a horrible, painful dentist visit.

I almost burned down the apartment, killing myself and my cats.

I melted my favorite frying pan.. like, melted the copper off, completely.  It dripped into the burner.

FUCK.

what a fucking shitty day.

my hands are sore, headache, no lunch or dinner, fucking lost my pan, almost died, and other things, just sooo much stuff that could've gone better.

I work at 12 tomorrow, so I could stay up later but I just can't do it.  I'm depressed and unhappy and while I don't really feel comfortable or safe laying down in bed, I don't feel right sitting here.

bah.

About that time

Alright so I've been playing Wrath of the Lich King almost non-stop since it came out... ya know, minus the time I'm at work, or sleeping, or cooking and eating... but seriously, it's a lot of fun.  Mainly playing my priest (level 76.9 now), Monday's are spent playing my druid with Ben (level 73 now I think) and I've got my warrior up to 70 as well.  It's very fun, very exciting...

Besides that I've been suffering through work... it's pretty bad but I suppose I'm doing okay... better than most, but I still realize it's a bad place to be, constantly being screwed over with no future for a fair employment.

I want to move... another emergency evacuation the other day because some drunk guy drove his truck into a gas meter... it's just ridiculous the type of people I live with, it's disgusting.

Dentist tomorrow again.. really not looking forward to tomorrow... work, dentist, frozen mouth.

Today

-Only got 3 hours sleep.
-Closed previous night, opened today.
-Worked late, left with Ray.
-Got home, was wet, made Meat loaf dinner.
-Called Ben, decided to go kill low level towns, brought Teri.
-Did dailies once that was boring.
-Played a tiny tiny bit of Rock Band 2 (5 songs?)
-Bath
-Typing
-Sleeping


Doesn't seem like that much for awhole day. How utterly depressing.