Three words

Three words:

Lipton. Chicken. Noodle.

Deal with it.

Heavy Eyes

I'm really tired.

I eat chips.

I take photographs.

I play WoW.

I listen to OK Computer.

Tired, Extra

I'm extra tired tonight... usually I stay up as late as possible enjoying myself because tomorrow I work late and any time spent before work is just spent being nervous and unable to enjoy myself, so I spend the night before doing fun things.  Sadly I need to give up, stop playing WoW, stop browsing the internet, and just climb under the warm covers and try to enjoy it, something which I never really do.  I don't spend much time in bed (5 hours average) so laying down and simply having time to enjoy the fact that I can just lay there is something that doesn't really happen very often.

I'm going to put on the album The Bends by Radiohead and lay down now.

Time Flies When You're...

I obviously don't know where to start since it's been such a long time since I've written anything and to be honest I don't even know if I've still got it in me.  It all seems so much clearer in my head, and when I go to make it into writing it kinda floats away, out of reach.

1up.com was bought out and most of the people I enjoy were let go, which was quite devastating to say the least, and while that may sound silly, or even stupid, the effect that the 1up podcasts has had on my life in the last two years is immeasurable.  I listen to podcasts while going to sleep, while on the bus to work and coming home from work and while I go grocery shopping.  I've grown to know these people very well, like friends I've never met and I'm very upset to know that there will never be another 1Up Yours or Ryan Scott hosted podcast... and I'm hopeful that Nick and Phil start their own site and podcast, and John Davison organizes his own '1Up Yours'.  I'll always have 'reruns', which I already listen to so much, I'm now downloading torrents of full collections of each show that users have put up really quickly before they are taken down.  Anyway, I feel for the people who suddenly lost their jobs, and I can only imagine what it must feel like to have your creative outlet taken away and all your creative plans just destroyed.

On an unrelated note, I haven't felt very good in quite awhile.  I can't get rid of a nervous feeling my in stomach, I always feel nervous... I used to be okay on weekdays and stuff but now I just feel horrible all the time.  I get pissed off at work about shit, and today I wanted to quit but I know I can't because that would be retarded.

I've been playing WoW... raiding with my guild.  It's satisfying but also stressful, at the same time it makes me feel like I'm a part of a sort of society or group of friends, and that's kind of cool.

There's more but I stopped caring now.