Deep Breath

I haven't felt like this in years... it's weird, and I don't like it one bit. I feel heavy, it's difficult to breath, and I can't concentrate on anything. My thoughts keep floating back to sad or upsetting things, and I can't seem to get away from it.

I've been suffering from a string of bad luck it seems, buying a mouse, it not working, returning it, getting a new one, it not working, losing my webspace (fucking pricks), having to use a peice of shit mouse that fucks up every five seconds (it seriously drives me crazy).

I just need to take a deep breath and feel better, but it's difficult.