Beginning of the end

I can't decide if today was okay or not, sitting here now I kind of feel content, but it seems to be quickly fading to a more nervousness.  I worked five hours today, crazy busyness, got a ride home, came home but didn't feel very welcome, Michelle was just stomping around cleaning things, but it's done so in a way that just makes me feel like I'm like.. in the way, or like I did something wrong, or that I'm simply staying in someone elses home.  I don't really like it to be honest, I just wanted to come home to a warm, comforting place but it just wasn't.  It wasn't until after I had dinner and had my dessert that I felt like I was comfortable.

Boo.

Five more days of work at least, I'm not reaaaally looking forward to that, although most of the shifts are 7 to 3 (assuming I don't have to work late) and having a regular dinner is a nice thought.  I need to do both Christmas shopping and quite a bit of grocery shopping soon, so I need to figure that all out.

I really need a bus pass, but I just can't get a good time to go, it's really pissing me off.

I got home today around 7:45, cooked supper and ate at 8:30, drank coffee and ate desert at 9:10 or so, played WoW and watched Jon and Kate plus 8 until 10, then played Little Big Planet until 11.

Now I'm writing this and watching the Daily Show.

I'm going to have a bath now and try to calm down.  My stomach feels all nervousy.  You know how it is...